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Hey what's up, it's been a while  

Talking 'bout it's not my style 

Thought I'd see what's up 

While I'm lighting up
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Hey !!

That was the opening lines from zayn's song "Like I Would" , check him out !
Wazzap peopleeeee
Its me im back yea yea yea yeaaaaaaa !!
So what am i gonna write today? i dont freaking know !
On the top of my mind, i wanna talk about growing up
Okay then
Here we go

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As you guys know, i'll be turning 21 this year, i'm gonna be legal ! be prepared girls !
But some people say that i still act like a kinder.
This thing bothers me.
It has been bothering me for quite sometimes now.
Will i ever act like a grown up? Because to be honest, i want to.
I know it's still far but when i'm a husband, i want to be the kind to protect the family.
When i have a girl, i want her to believe in me and trust me.
Right now, i really don't see that in me.
All i see is this.. big kid who knows how to drive.... that's it.
Sometimes i hate myself when i act like a 3 years old, but that's in my nature.
Why the hell is it so hard to act like an adult or at least a freaking teenager.
When i was 17, i used to think " No, i never want to grow up. "

Well, be careful what you wish for, it might come true.
It did come true to me.
I'm still the same me from 4 years ago.
People kept telling me to never change, but is it really a good thing ? Not growing up?
But to hell with that,
I will try my best to grow up.
I wanna be a man, not a boy.
I want to be the guy, that everyone refers as " The Guy " Ya know what i'm sayin? No? okay then...
Well i've been bubbling for too long, this post doesnt even make sense anymore...
It's time for me to sleep i guess
Tchau ciaooo !

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